Saturday, February 21, 2009

Adversity away 4m home..

Burdwn did giv me quite a few things- one of dem bein asthma... n dis was evident wen i was practically dragged 2 d hospital at 1.30 in d nyt 2 relieve myself of my new disordr... cetirizine alrdy had a rude effect on my bronchial muscles n i was havin spasms all day... then a mini parthenium storm put d last nail in d coffin on tat fateful satrde 2 days 2 go 2 d 3rd sem... wen 8 puffs-at-a-tym asthalin dosage failed 2 comply, i was advsd immediate hospitalisation by a PGT in d hostel... i wd hav easily collapsed on d way, desperately gaspin 4 air in evry breath, fightn wd d elements 2 fill my lungs ... i cd feel my xpanding chest yet i wished it had more air in it n i cud breathe easy... i kept mumbling so tat i dnt faint, tryin 2 think of smthn else... 1nc at d hosp i trd 2 assure myself tat atlst nw m in a hosp n i shd hav lesser thngs 2 worry... doxofylline was injectd immediately yet thr was hardly n iota of improvement... forrair failed 2... finally de had 2 use d nebuliser... dat revived me... it was tat nyt tat brght out d diffrnc... d diffrnc of d comfort at home 4m tat at d hostel... here, i wd hav bn rushed 2 Belle Vue n thr wd surely had bn 1 of Maitra's wards attndin... thr, i had 2 evn hide d ntr thng 4m mani so tat she dsnt strt worryn al ovr agn as i cud hardly return home... lyf's tuf, at tyms truly tuf... bt thnk u partha, arup n shibu... thnx sincerely 4 bein by my side on tat eventful nyt...