Fighting an abrupt onset of tears
The claustrophobic me, fame desirous
Attitude, vanity, pride – a way insidious
Buried deep in a trough of fears
Seething rage, thrusting pain, frantic cries
Appreciation, admiration – all transformed lies
A shriek in the heart that rises and dies hard
Shouted, “Damned you, hated you – feelings graveyard”
Self hatred, self disrespect – a matter of the soul
“Your soul is critically ill, please heal it” – the cry cajoled
I will try my best to change, I gave my word
To live my life to the fullest as I tread forward…
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