Why dnt i study more?? Why...

2de is 22nd n its not evn 3 weeks 2 d 3rd sem... n luk at me.. baskin in d revelry at my pishir bari... d wrld seems so easy at tyms, every difficuty can be eased, every hardship cn b avoided, every worry cn b discarded, every puzzle cn b solved, every frustration cn b cnquered if n only if i do wats asked of me d most - "STUDY"... probly, its mst unfortunate of me tat i simply refuse 2 do it.. dnt knw y.. bt i jus dnt seem 2 hav d mood 2 do it, ven tho i hav d inspiration, d spirit, d encouragemnt.. i m plain indolent.. reluctant 2 study until m forced 2.. probly dis is xctly wats separates n aspirant 4m his objective.. i hav alrdy made a mess of so mny thngs in my lyf simply bcz i studied less.. n i jus refuse 2 chng.. probly dis diabolic habit vl kp me away 4m my drms all my lyf..