Why dnt i study more?? Why...

2de is 22nd n its not evn 3 weeks 2 d 3rd sem... n luk at me.. baskin in d revelry at my pishir bari... d wrld seems so easy at tyms, every difficuty can be eased, every hardship cn b avoided, every worry cn b discarded, every puzzle cn b solved, every frustration cn b cnquered if n only if i do wats asked of me d most - "STUDY"... probly, its mst unfortunate of me tat i simply refuse 2 do it.. dnt knw y.. bt i jus dnt seem 2 hav d mood 2 do it, ven tho i hav d inspiration, d spirit, d encouragemnt.. i m plain indolent.. reluctant 2 study until m forced 2.. probly dis is xctly wats separates n aspirant 4m his objective.. i hav alrdy made a mess of so mny thngs in my lyf simply bcz i studied less.. n i jus refuse 2 chng.. probly dis diabolic habit vl kp me away 4m my drms all my lyf..

Birthday bash..

its bn a week snc my bday n atlst i hav found myself a date 4 my bde treat... january is alwz so ovrburdnd wd bde parties... anirban, tathagata, tanmoy, saptarshi, pratyusha... d list jus dsnt end... myn was on a frde n d 3rd of d week... 1 attribute tat papa wd love me 2 disown is my incredible efficiency of bein a excellent host... he has seen it b4 as well... n dis party was no diffrn... givn d circumstnces, thngs cd hav bn reduced tremndously bt i chose othrwse... o come on, its jus 4 more yrs in clg.. 10 yrs 4m now wen i vl b earnin lavishly i wd lament losin n opportunity 2 giv a wndrful party 2 my dear frnz... de r aftr all my family in d hostel... so i trd makin it a memorabl event... d rumour mills dnt stop wrkin at bmc n thr wer cmplexities here 2 n i had 2 chng plans n organise it in our canteen itself 2 avoid furthr unpleasnt situations... watevr it was, i loved d moment... i loved d smile on my frnz faces while de ate, i savoured d moment wen each 1 sd "oooo r koto khawabi re, r khete parchi na toh"... i enjoyd d moment wen sm1 sd "sabyasachi r bday khawa mone thakbe"... i hav made 2 diffrnce in der minds atlst 4 a nyt n tats wat gav me a lot of pleasure... 2de my frnz mean a lot 2 me... evn amongst all d cmptn aroun, evn amongst d altercations of "givin each odr fustu n all"; v liv as a family, 100 kms away 4m our respctv families... n i m really really proud 2 hav frnz lyk d 1ns i hav now... dnt knw how long can i cntinu dis wndrful reltnshps bt surely i love 2 saviour each n every moment tat i spent among dem coz de r amongst d most precious moments of my lyf...